my thoughts is really in a whirl..God is viewed always as the first cause, a supreme being which created us all for the catholics, a god nature for the deists. religion sure makes this all more confusing…when i think about this and look at it more closely, they are just believing in one god. but how about the teaching of other religions? are this just crap invented by people? i’ll take the bible for example, i viewed jesus christ as a philosopher (for him if we care for others we will be save, we will be rewarded with an eternal life in heaven.) i know the history of christianity i’m a christian, but i find it unfair to baptize us when we were babies and we don’t know how to make a decision yet. and now that i’m old enough to choose my own belief i cannot entrap myself with my religion.

some scientists calls god her and not him, because for them god is mother earth. which is not surprising because they are scientist which rely on science and have been trying to prove ever since that natural laws are the answer to all our supernatural questions. but isn’t god the creator of nature?
and with this question i come up with another idea. but first i will tell you something about us humans. and i want you to open your mind and try to reason things out.

Then God said, “Let us make man in our image, in our likeness, and let them rule over the fish of the sea and the birds of the air, over the livestock, over all the earth, and over all the creatures that move along the ground.” So God created man in his own image, in the image of God he created him; male and female he created them. – (Gen. 1:26-27 NIV)
our life is not only a matter of connection with god or supreme being. the statement above, if you will read between the lines, supposed we are created of the same real meaning/fundamental nature/essence as god. and i’m sure you know, we are essentially made up of cells. everything in our world is, plants, animals, humans, things… we are all like god, or in other words “conciousness”.
god is a creator. aren’t we? we’ve seen the evolution of time…we’ve witnessed the inventions coming forth day after day, we’ve transform our whole planet that no one can hamper in the beginning of time, now we can see the universe, we can measure the distance of moon and sun. and we continue on going forward, the only limit is ourselves. which send us back to my question.. isn’t god the creator of nature? or god is nature?
but saying this doesn’t mean i whole heartedly believe it. because we are all assuming no matter how we dedicate ourselves into understanding this. no one really knows. like i said in the diest site, this is a very complex matter and we have a very little time. one thing is certain though, we will all die and find out.

sometimes, i wish i never learned this things. i envy children…because they are innocent about the world. their minds are uncloudy and they don’t need to know how they came to be. well, i don’t need to know if i want to, but i find it illogical to live without knowing where your life and everything else you are living in came from. i don’t want to be just a naked ape. but sometimes, at night when there is nothing else to think but these crazy thoughts, and i feel like i’m loosing my head out of thinking but actually going nowhere, i think it’s better to just be a naked ape after all.



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